The love of God is a power beyond imagining. Love. Through love, God created heaven and earth just to have a people and a culture to live in communion. We are here on planet earth because God wanted us to be with Him. His love created all that we know and see.
I love how the Message Bible describes the love of God:
I’m absolutely convinced that nothing—nothing living or dead, angelic or demonic, today or tomorrow, high or low, thinkable or unthinkable—absolutely nothing can get between us and God’s love because of the way that Jesus our Master has embraced us. (Rom 8:38-39)
If you can get your head around that, then you will never be afraid again. If your trust is in Him, there’s nothing that will stop Him from blessing you. The enemy can lie about it and try to convince you that you don’t deserve it, or you’re not ready for it yet, but it’s not true. God poured out His love to you so completely that all your shortcomings and bad temper are covered. He has amazing plans for you.
Can you love Him back? Can you put yourself, with all your issues in His hands, to do what He wants? If you can say yes, then hold on and don’t let go, because He never will.