Are you the kind of person who needs to see things for yourself before you believe? Do you distrust the testimony of others if you were not there personally to experience it? It’s hard to have faith like that. In fact, that’s the opposite of faith. That’s called doubt and unbelief.
Jesus said: Thomas, because you have seen Me, you have believed. Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed. (Mat 29:29) Faith is about believing what you can’t see. So then faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God. (Rom 10:17) Faith comes by hearing, not seeing.
Will you believe or not? Is God who He said He is? Yes? Then all the miracles of the Bible are true. And since God is the same yesterday, today, and forever, the same capacity for miracles is true today. What do you need? Five loaves and two fish should do it. That is, the same God who provided for lunch for five thousand hungry souls can do what ever you need Him to do today. All you have to do is believe.
We make things so complicated, but God said, just believe. Try it. See what happens. Is it any harder to feed five thousand people or answer your prayer? A miracle is a miracle, and it’s all easy to God.